wow, I haven't written in this thing for a very long time. I use my livejournal more than this. This is sort of my frivolous blog. I read my boyfriend's latest entry on his xanga site....ie/ Magnus Mattias. I respect his opinion, closeminded as it is. Although I laughed when he got to the countries part. I don't know why. I like the majoity of those countries. But I guess if you can't laugh at yourself, then you're a shithead and I can laugh at myself, so I'm not a shithead.

You know, the mechanic guy came in today to look at our shower knob and he tracked mud all up my stairs, on my clean carpet after I spent hours vacumming my house a couple days ago. That really ticks me off. I'm sorry, maybe it's because I'm asian or something, but you don't wear shoes in the house. Shoes are for outside-to protect your feet from glass and the cold and mud so that when you come INSIDE and take them OFF the house will still be clean and YOU will still be clean. *sigh*

I skipped French class again today. I'm not so worried about falling behind as just being ashamed because I'm asian and I wasn't raised to skip classes. Plus the fact that I need to get my journal back and now she's going  to know I wasn't there. Not that she cares, because she doesn't take attendance, but it's the fact that she knows that I skipped that I don't like. It's like I can see the thoughts in her head of what she thinks of me, someone who obviously doesn't think highly enough of her class to attend. Aww. 

I've had a shitty past five days. I'm ready for my luck to turn around now. And, if God willing, it will. *sigh*

Be optimistic

Don't you be a mourner

Brighten up that corner

and smile (smile, smile, smile)